hey people, long time no see,

life here has been quite boring, the high light was going into London to meet up with some twilight people.

but it seems august is the month of the year, its my birthday, not a day i really like but this year some of my fav people are coming to see me as they live all over the country and we are going for a meal, no raving parties for me people lol.

U2 gig a week later, which should be good,

meeting up with some friends end of the month some point should be fun.

plus theres a ton of films I want to see thank heavens for my unlimited card, totally pays for its self lol/

hope all out there is good and yes I do read but am still rubbish at replying, yes bad friend.

ANDY RODDICK CLINCHES VICTORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok happy bunny now!

Maybe any other time I wouldn't care, but having been been made redundant this week, I read about a con I am going to and its totally narked me off, I have paid extra, I don't expected to swan in front of lines etc but as I did pay more and at a time where no guest and certainly didnt only buy when the star of the show signed on like some I did think we would looked on better,

but alas not.

I am just glad I am going to the creations con this month,

everything done so you can be at everything not everything happening at same time so you have to choose and miss out on something.

Oh well next year go basic and that way nothing is wasted.

well In about 27 days I am off to LA to go to the creations con there (and yes I am counting down)
well last night it was put up that Steve Carlson and Jason Manns is now the entertainment!I am stoked to say the least, was chatting when I looked so got all squealy lol i already knew about Jason cos of his myspace page but to get steve too awesome!

this will totally make my weekend there perfect, J2 misha and now my boys that sing like angels.

I am happy happy happy.

I have just read a post that made me smile, well laugh,

this is not pointed at anyone on my list, you are all reasonably sane people here, for which I love you extra amount,

but people tell me cos I really dont get it why people are so upset about some one on a tvs how having sex??????????

I love spn at much as the next person Im a huge sammy girl, I wanted to cry when dean talked about being in hell,  but i so dont get this anti rubi thing,

ok shes a demon, but at the end of the day its not real, its just something some one wrote down and actors are playing out, I dont understand the hatred that is beng shown over it, "I feel like not watching again" and "am leaving this post open in hope kripke reads this,"

I am so hoping he has something better to do with his time.

Please telll me this is not normal, dont these people have real lives? dont they have bills to worry about? I know I do, my 3 day week if far more worrying to me.

I love the boysand the show, I am spending a stupid amount of money going to meet them and hear about how and why the the show but come on people there is bigger things happening in this world.




OK I will prob never get  some people and thats prob a good thing,

on a lighter note, I am off to the cinema Im doing a billy no mates again,  Im going to see push which looks awesome and confessions of a shopaholic,




I love sane normal people.

In live like i'm sure most people do I just  want to be loved, liked and be excepted by all, but there are times when i can only be grateful when someone doesn't like me or at least don't give a toss.

LJ is an amazing place but some people are just plan gaga and I am so glad I am not part of their circle,

To get to the point I have been defriended and its only the 2rd time I have been glad about it, before its either "who was that girl??????" or I was really hurt, but last night I filtered her out, I dont like friend cutting it makes a too big thing and filter is an amazing thing I only normally use it for splitting different fandoms and people etc but she wasnt on any of the filter after last night and now shes no where.

I have today off as I am doing the 3 day week, I have wednesday and friday's off strange choice but the fridays are good and after last nights snow I was glad to have a lay in.

I have nothing todo today I am going to maybe watch some dvds  have a few from the rental place and should send them ack soon.

ok my LJ excitement is the highlight of my life at mo, yes very sad lol.

People make me wonder at times,

I love supernatural, twilight and a million other things, and all the fan fic, crazy awesome manips, etc etc that come along with all these things, but I so know that its all fantasy fun fantasy but fantasy all the same, but lately I am wondering if totally grown up people that are scarily allowed to vote realise this too.

well life is good and bad for me at mo, I am on 3 day week have no money, have scrapped the last of my money together to see friday 13th on saturday, thankfully I have a cinema card so its only the train fair i need, I get paid next friday and it cant come quick enough.

good news I have amazing friends, my best mate  shelgrainger2 has helped me out with money and my dads helping me with going to LA

plus one of my fav people are taking me to a couple of gigs this spring/summer AC/DC and today maz got me  a ticket for Bruce springsteen. in june I think it is.

The is a lot to be grateful for I just need to ignore some strange people on the internet, getting worked up over them is stupid I know but god you have to wonder what they are even thinking when they write it on here.

I'm back at work after my time away and I come back to find nothing changed, we are still on 4 day week and still no one knows what we doing and when they do its the same boring stuff.

Thank heavens for my mp3 player, if it wasn't for that I would indeed be gaga.

Nothing much happened really, mate asked when we going to see twilight, with was via face book so could be a while to sort out and I bored my mate Mario with talk of same film and the book, I am indeed becoming obsessed.

After spending 2 weeks in Canada with my sister family I am now back in old blighty.

Happy as I now can watch Leverage as heather don't seem to have tat on the million and 1 channels she has
sad cos its back to real life bills work and boredom.

the flight was ok, had a right weirdo next to me but the flight went quite quikc so thats good and the trains worked out this end.

After reading everyone and their mother talk about how amazing Twilight was I took the plunge and bought the book, (going to see the film this weekend as long as its still on.)

I totally love it, I'm putting off reading it and coming on here so i don't finish it too quick, I'm def hooked.

well as I have lost a day with no sleep on the plane my heads all over the place.

going to read some more and try and have a nap.

yeah im sadly at the age where I nap lol.

yes I totally fail at this once again

I have a boring life and so do nothing to post about but love you all and hope you all know I am all alive.

Nicked from gibbs


1) Where did you begin 2008?
Sadly at home, no wild parties.

2) What was your status on Valentine's Day?
single as ever.

3) Were you in school (anytime this year)?
At my age that would be sad.

4) How did you earn your money?
I sleep with an old man and he gives me money sometimes if I am good.

5) Did you have to go to the hospital?
Only to visit.

6) Did you have any encounters with the police?
Not that I remember but a few drunk times it could have been a possibly.

7) Where did you go on holiday?
Am in canada now, this is now my hols

8) What did you purchase that was over $1000?
Holiday to LA next year.

9) Did you know anybody who got married?
A few my niece was the one I went to.
10) Did you meet anyone famous?
yes, the supernatural rabble

11) Best book you read this year?
Kate mosse new one.

12) Did you move anywhere?
no.

13) What concerts did you go to?
bon jovi a few times, nickelback  Jason manns but steve carlson was best ones.

14) Best purchase of the year?
my new phone, its pink!

15) Are you registered to vote?
I am.

16) Who did you want to win Big Brother?
so dont watch.

17) Where do you live now?
UK

18) Describe your birthday.
my nieces wedding was that day but did have some fun week before and week after.


19) What's one thing you thought you'd never do but did in 2008?
Meet famous people and didnt make a total twat of my self, and became friends with people I now love loads but never thought I would even know.

20) What has been your favorite moment?
Getting a hug of Travis at asylum.

21) What's something you learned about yourself?
That I can do stuff and people do seem to like me.

22) Any new additions to your family?
no

23) What was your best month?
May, was a blast

24) What music will you remember 2008 by?
Steve carlsons, I have played near none stop and it always reminds me of thing and places now.

25) Who has been your best drinking buddy?
my best mate shel.

26) Made new friends?
I have and am so glad I have them in my life now.

27) Best new friend?
shels my best mate but I think we have got closer the last year.

28) Favorite Night out?
Had a few but going to small gigs got to be high on the list.

Ok this is the 2rd go at this, lj def seems to be hating me,

I am so missible I have just read another crap ending to a fanfic, not badly wrote I can not fault the writing but why cant there be some way of saying they are going to split up, you get warnings for everything else under the sun, but never that,
after reading one at the beginning  of the year I did start leaving fics til they were complete but I got temped, some writers I know I can trust but then some totally throw me by writing so different I just don't know where I stand,

I know this probably sounds daft and sad or whatever to most of you as agro or angst or whatever its called seems so popular but if I want to read about crap relationships then I will reread my own old diarys or told to mates about their other halves.

I come to lj to keep up with people that relate to me or me them and also to get away from real life, its my happy place but at the moment its made me miserable.

but at least I have good things to look forward to the london showing of ten inch hero in september, the LA con in march, asylum 3 some point next year and maybe seeing mamma mia on stage, and this is all thanks to my best mate   shelgrainger2  she is the only thing that keeps me sane and happy at times, life would def be boring without her.

I have 2 weeks off work now, Im not going anywhere cos its the 2 most expensive time of the year so am bumming about plus my niece is getting married in the 2rd week so I will have that to look forward to.
and going around shels too and spending time with her 2 kids which will be so much fun.

right I'm going off to sort out folder in my book marks for stories, at least I will be organised and I will just have to keep myself busy reading PWP  till some finish.

some1elsesboy did this and I thought what the hell

I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, if you're more of a lurker, or if we already know everything about each other.


Copy from here then answer them in a comment. Repost the empty questions in your LJ.

BE HONEST!

Woke up this morning and looked on here myspace  facebook and everyone in the uk seemed to have snow, and us sod all, I then all of a sudden its here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its not heavy dont seem to be laying but at least it kinda looks pretty.

off shopping in bit so hope the few mm we get dont kill the rail network lol.
right off to shower.

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once again its been forever since I updated but theres so much to do it never enters my head to post! lol oh well here goes.

works been weird they made more people redundant  and its something like 2 people between me and the end but I don't think the department will be there if any more go we are going to be in trouble if more than one person is ill at a time as it is.

As ever i am trying to read all the fanfic I have seen that i love but there is no way maybe if I had been made redundant but themn sadly no internet oh how hard is life lol.

I am having a great time with music at mo, just got tickets for nickelback in September which will be fab as have only seen them as support as of yet so looking forward to that,

christian kane and steve carlson have both got new music out on myspace and i cant stop listening to them,

apart from that life still boring but waiting to go to the con in may so looking forward to that i cant tell you, off shopping for stuff, got to do team steve tshirts as well, oh life is so stressfully lol.


thats it me out of here off to read some more.

The last few weeks have been something like 90% horrid 10% amazing,
Works been boring bordering on totally crap,
the Heath Ledger news totally blew me away, I adore the bloke, have most his DVDs  but it wasn't until I heard about his death that I realised how much he meant to me, the idea of no more films is more than I think I can take, it really is going to be a long time to get use to everything, and I am so amazed of the scum that can crawl out the woodwork at times like this, I hate even looking at the papers at times like this.

Friends have been once again playing up and acting like 5 year old not grown adults I always feel I am in the middle of them and if I don't try and keep the peace our group will be no more, thou there are points where I think that might be a good thing.

On to the 10% good stuff, I went away with said group of friends and apart from a paddy from a grown man we had an amazing time saw the band alter bridge, they are very good, heavy rock didn't know the songs that well but they are very good live I had a great evening, we spent the weekend at one of the girls house and one of the boys said he would cook us breakie Sunday morning and nearly burnt the house down it was so so funny,

The best bit of the weekend was coming home and finding a message off a girl I use to be on the same spn forum as and she let me know about Steve Carlson playing in  London a week before the spn con, I was getting tickets in no time and now me and shelgrainger2 are so going and I so cant wait.

At least I'm starting to feel good about life again.

I am sure anyone that is interested knows already but I am so so so very happy chuffed ecstatic etc etc jason manns is going to be at the con in may.
I cant see him next month when hes over so this is perfect, I so didnt want to miss out but wasnt going to go there by myself. and hes going proper photos etc i did have one with him in london but this should look so better and am so willing to pay.

the bloke is lovely and it will great to meet him again.

Anyway life is good even without that, still just over a week til I get paid but time is moving on and will be here before we know it.

well I hope everyone is having a good time whether it is partying or having a   nice quite night in as I am,
I have a beer a repeat of bones on and am on msn chatting to the lovely shelgrainger2   can think of worse ways of spending an evening.


tomorrow I'm going to totally sort out my room throw out a chest of draws plus other stuff maybe even sort threw my dvds and see what can be taken to the charity shop I have loads i bought just becourse it had an actor I liked in it and haven't even watch them. will see how hard I can be.

I have totally got hooked on One tree hill, I do know this is about 4 years too late as I have been off I watched a recent epi, (i think) and that was it I was just out there downloading the 1st season, I have been getting one or 2 a day and I will def be buying the box sets but just not for a bit as am so so broke (I hate being paid monthly now) And of cos its Chad or rather Lucus I have fallen for, Nathan is an annoying little sod thou I think he gets nicer from what I have read. Any how its my happy time when I'm seeing that, thou it would be nice to see more spn if they ever get around to showing/making more.

Anyway,

Happy new year.

I know I am totally rubbish at updating I totally know more about my friends list than you all do me, but I totally love everyone on my list and I am so glad I have got to know you all.


Maybe my new years thing should be to post more once a week at least, that and lose a ton of weight and try and stop being so hooked onto fanfic, thou I love it that is the problem.

Xmas wasn't horrible it went with out anything happening at all really but I am so glad it was over,
      it was nice seeing my sister and her lot, they are all so grown up now we are on equal levels, which is nice as we do have something in common now, just sat around and talked girlie stuff, and my nephews so funny he came in sat down didn't say an word to anyone the whole time the as he left he asked if I was on face book, he was cool we can chat and soon as he got home he added me and we talked more on there than I have to him in his entire life, teenage boys I just don't get.

My brother thou I love always makes me feel stupid hes very hard and always putting me down, we have a far better relationship when its via email and texting, he cant pick my life apart that way.

I'm off to spend the night at a friends place tomorrow, we don' live that far away from each other 20 minutes by train but we mostly just go to cinema about once or twice a month, this time I am staying over there maybe another friend thou thats a bit up in the air at the moment as hes going throu a bad time and his heads all messed up at the moment, hes planning on coming but im not going to hold my breath or anything, but it will be good time either way.

I am not going to do anything new years eve we did have something plannned but the girl doing the party had to cancel and no one could be bothered to sort anything else old and 2 of them have got a good deal and have sodded off to new york for a few days, its going to be differert not going to a party, been forever since I havent had something to do but Im kinda glad im always knacked and have huge hangover and i always go back to work on the 2rd so will be good to be more alive on the 1st that i normally am.


well I hope everyone has a good new years eve.